I have hit a real sour area lately. I feel like Ive been spending to much fucking time on the internet trying to "contribute" to this project or that project and feeling like its all coming up as failures. What pisses me off that I feel this way when so much of my life seems to be going pretty good for once. I think I am just in a rut in general. Not knowing what the fuck I am going to do. I just want to feel like I am DOING something. Maybe I am just expecting to much.

This is the end of my butthurt rant for now.